im laying in the tub thinking about you
thinking of how you have treated me
i cannot breathe
i sink down farther
getting sucked in like it was a whirlpool
i taste the soap as i go down farther
i cannot breathe
i think of the hate in your voice
im choking on the water
i cannot breathe
i think about my love for you
i cannot breathe
i almost drown
i see your face
i cannot breathe
you grab my hand
you say your sorry
you kiss my face
i cannot breathe
you wrap me in a towel
and hold me tight
you whisper in my ear you love me
i can breathe again
you tell me you love me
you hurt me
you tore my heart out
and you tell me you love me?
how dare you say that
how dare you get my hopes up
but i know you dont love me
if you did i wouldnt be hurt
ive missed you so much
but i cant tell you
i cant tell anyone
i hate to admit it to myself
it hurts thinking about how much i care for you
and you dont even have the same feelings
i tried to get you to see i love you
but you push me away and call me friend
you were my world
you saved me from my past
ive missed you so much
you literally have no idea
then all of a sudden
im your "best friend"?
how dare you pull me in again
i love
you tell me you love me
you push me down
you tell me you love me
you yell in my ear
you tell me you love me
you take off my clothes
you tell me you love me
you hurt, hurt, hurt me
you tell me you love me
you zip up your pants
you tell me you love me
you laugh in my face
you tell me you love me
you walk away
you tell me you love me
you leave me crying
you tell me you love me
you love hurting me
you dont love me
i find myself thinking about the days before it all went bad.
i think about the smiles and laughter.
i think about butterflies and happiness.
i think about the pain and tears.
i think about the sleepless nights and all these years.
i find myself thinking about the days before it all went bad.
its painful to see your face
i hear my heart shatter all over again.
im seeing stars.
i am numb.
it hurts knowing your not there for me.
i can see you love youself more than anything.
im afraid of you.
terrified to look in your eyes.
im scared youll pull me in like a black hole and make me love you again.
then leave me like im nothing.
im laying in the tub thinking about you
thinking of how you have treated me
i cannot breathe
i sink down farther
getting sucked in like it was a whirlpool
i taste the soap as i go down farther
i cannot breathe
i think of the hate in your voice
im choking on the water
i cannot breathe
i think about my love for you
i cannot breathe
i almost drown
i see your face
i cannot breathe
you grab my hand
you say your sorry
you kiss my face
i cannot breathe
you wrap me in a towel
and hold me tight
you whisper in my ear you love me
i can breathe again
you tell me you love me
you hurt me
you tore my heart out
and you tell me you love me?
how dare you say that
how dare you get my hopes up
but i know you dont love me
if you did i wouldnt be hurt
ive missed you so much
but i cant tell you
i cant tell anyone
i hate to admit it to myself
it hurts thinking about how much i care for you
and you dont even have the same feelings
i tried to get you to see i love you
but you push me away and call me friend
you were my world
you saved me from my past
ive missed you so much
you literally have no idea
then all of a sudden
im your "best friend"?
how dare you pull me in again
i love
you tell me you love me
you push me down
you tell me you love me
you yell in my ear
you tell me you love me
you take off my clothes
you tell me you love me
you hurt, hurt, hurt me
you tell me you love me
you zip up your pants
you tell me you love me
you laugh in my face
you tell me you love me
you walk away
you tell me you love me
you leave me crying
you tell me you love me
you love hurting me
you dont love me
In my dreams
It was me in your arms
My lips on yours
There was only us
And the clouds
And the stars
It was the world and us
It was us against the world
But in your arms I could take it
Anything the world dished out
And with your kisses I was strong again
In my dreams it was me in your arms
My lips on yours
But in reality
It's always been her
Your untamed soft hands touch me in ways I always crave for,
Tease me in sweet ways I could never prepare for,
Hold me in between like I am the only one,
And always distract me unexpectedly when we kiss.
I can feel your love in the movement of your lips,
A total warm pleasantness as you cling to me.
And maybe a small part of my mind actually registers the surprise,
As your warm hands reach curiously for more.
In sweetness your love blinds me,
In my heart your love completes me,
Come tomorrow I hope you'll still crave me,
And oh, I think I'm in love with you, completely.
I want to absorb your tears with my chest,
Taste the saltiness with my heart,
Leaving it to dry where it is,
And feel the warmth of you in my arms.
I took off my shirt for you to blow your nose,
So I can hear you breathe out in relief.
And it comes in such small warm gasps,
That I wish to collect them all just to keep you from the cold.
And tomorrow we are going to wake up and just be friends again.
There will be no more tears or warmth of unshed love.
So I feel I should be the one crying now,
Because I could not have loved you more.
I lay here..
I can't Sleep..
I think of you..
I wish you were here..
I need you..
I need you now..
I cry..
I cry for you..
If I could only touch you..
Just for a moment..
The whole world would stop around us..
The troubles would disapear..
Then maybe..
Just maybe.. I could sleep.
But I lay here,
Unable to..
I need you..
My one true love..
I wondered if you could hear my heart in your sleep,
Recognize the smell of my skin in your dreams,
Touch my lips when you wake up,
And whisper in my ears while I sleep.
I pondered all that as you fell asleep to my heartbeat,
Breathing softly on my chest with one of your hands still feeling me.
And when I wake up it was your lips,
Or maybe it's all just a dream.
But when I declared "I love you",
I could feel your lips at my ear,
Whispering the sweet melody,
Of everything I ever wanted to hear.
You watch him from a distance
You love to see him smile
You wish one day he might be yours
If only for a while
You wish that you could tell him
To have the strength to say,
"I love you and I wish that you
Could feel the same one day!"
Your heart beats as he comes towards you
Only to walk on by
You try to tell yourself you don't love him
Try to believe your lie…
You wish, you dream, you hope, you pray
That you could be together
Maybe if you could make him see
That you two could last forever.....